When your best friend is not here :(

I had the enormous joy to meet one of the most amazing person I've ever...and I mean it...EVER met in my entire life!, and I got to spend a whole year with her! how lucky and blessed am I?? she's a pop star!, Brittany!, no, not Spears!...haha, but she is famous to me though!. It is unvelievable how God uses that girl to talk to me everytime she opened her mouth...but now she's gone :( and I miss her so terribly much.
Fun girl by nature, a woman of many many words haha, and a heart of gold! she deserves an Oscar for her hard work in El Salvador and for the ministry we were in. This team wouldn't have been the same without her, and she'll be remembered with much love and care deep down our hearts, specially mine!.

I remember all those days and hours we spent together, talking about nothing-to-real conversations!, deep conversations where our love for God grew bigger and bigger. Many thoughts shared and long hours of Julie & Julia everytime I was staying over her house, believe me, we watched that movie like 934850934850983405983409859430 times, no joke! I think I know all the dialogue of the frikin' movie. And everytime I watch that movie again, it reminds me of her, and Carolyn of course :)

I hope she continues to be a blessing to others as she was for me, actually of that I have no doubt. God did an amazing job with that girl, her mom had to do a bit with that, give the woman credit for that :D haha, as she is my mom too hey!

Oh well, and so, Im sure God blesses us in many ways, but I gotta say he surprised me with her :), thanx God!

Title please??

It's been way too long since my last post right? haaa!!, I don't have an excuse!, and is not like I had a million fans waiting for me to post something, wait, I'm not Julie Powell (from Julie & Julia), im not expecting to become super popular and have a movie about my blog! blah!..

This is the real deal, my life, my way to convince myself that sometimes, I just need to write stuff before I even forget what happened to me 'the other day'...

Funny things about this blog is that:

1- English is not even my first language...I just happen to love it!, so, if I mess up sometime, give me a break, im not perfect!...
2- It's more like a journal to me, cause I know no one reads it haha!
3- I ALWAYS say: I'll blog tomorrow!, but look at the date of my last post!!! I mean, seriously? am I that inconstant or I just run away everyday from it!!! And believe me, is not like nothing interesting happens to me everyday!, trust my word, THINGS HAPPEN TO ME!....oh my, is just like, I had this....sort of....luck? haha, God only knows, but so many things happen to me, daily!.
4- lets get to the point, if I have one!

Life's been...good so far, God is so good to me! and I don't even deserve it, and sometimes, to be honest, I don't even understand him!, and I know I never will, but he's soooo....amazing! words cannot describe him!, if you know him, you know what I mean, if you don't, you have absolutely NO IDEA what I'm talking about and probably think I'm silly or 'not realistic'....yeh, I know what's on your mind, but fortunately I know him, and I can say with all confidence that he exists...oh he exists!, he's so real to me, like when the air is blowing so hard you know it's gonna rain!!
I'm reading this book right now called 'This is your time' by Joel Osteen! SOOO GOODD, I highly recommend it. It's about faith, power to believe the unbelievable and most of all, words and true stories that will encourage you very much!. Im enjoying it a lot and I think it's giving me a different perspective with tribulation and personal issues, he says something that is so true: When you are most troubled, and you feel like you are just losing your faith and will power to keep on going, is EXACTLY when you are reaching the top of the hill, your achievement....you are closer than you think! keep on going!, you are almost there to take your price and your blessing!, But you're feeling troubled and like you're losing the battle just because Satan wants to win this, and he's fighting harder cause he knows he's losing!...don't let him win this!.

Ok, after talking much, still don't know how to title this yet haha. But one thing I must say is I'll try and post things more often! hehe.

Au revoir people!