DONE CHANGING PAMPERS!!!!!!

Ok, so it's been almost a week since i've been living in my aunts house, playing the babysitter roll, cause something really sad happened days ago... Her real babysitter isn't coming till God knows when, cause 8 days ago, her only sister (who was my age), died, after having her first baby boy (15 days ago), and i can't imagine the pain she's going trough right now, so i volunteered to babysitt as long as she needed it.

At the beggining it was all goooddd, both of my nephews (7 and 1 year old), where fantastic, happy of having me here, oh well except for the baby girl who cried over an hour in the morning when my aunt had to go da work, MY GOSH that girl can scream her lungs out!!!!!, and she wouldn't even let me go to the bathroom cause she kept on crying even louder...so I cooked, cleaned, serve food and....pretty much everything with her in my arms! I lost count on how many pampers I've changed over the past 8 days, not my favorite task at all, believe me!, how many times I've tried to make my nephew make his homework and help me clean his own mess, how many meals I've tried Alex (girl) to eat, how many milk bottles I've made...and so, I've kinda been a full time mommy this week, but right now......I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!!, im exhausted, tired and bored of being here, locked inside the house taking care of 2 kids, trying to be as good as i can in every single way cause is a lot of responsability, they're humans...well little humans and is an outstanding work mums really do, I admire them for all the pacience and love they can have, is just amazing!.

But all this, just reminded me that we are babies to God, and he changes our pampers as well, just like when we mess up in things, he's there to take care of us, and treat us like the best babysitter in the whole world, he is just amazing, i mean, can you imagine that he is the one who designed mums and kids haha, that's just so funny cause im comparing God to mums, but i guess you know what im trying to say here. They say no one can know or understand a mother's love for their children, but know, thinking about all this, i can't even try to think or understand God's love to us, is just overwhelming, im trully stunned because we are soooo unworthy in every single that he gave his only son, who was PERFECT in every way, for our own sins, just to give us salvation....just makes me want to praise him out loud for his love and mercy to us.